It's been over a year since I posted anything...lots of ups and downs...I don't even know where to begin...

Becca and I have almost been together for 2 years...my longest relationship. We've also managed to be married for one year. Our anniversary was on the 5th of September. Yay us! Becca and I are expecting one of our own. Davian Michael Looper is due Nov. 8th and we are very excited. Everyone on both sides are. Oh! Speaking of little ones. I currently have custody of my son Jacob. Even without a paturnity test, you can tell he's mine. What's sad is that he looks more like Becca than his actually mother. Long story short, Mandy moved with us and and I had gained enough evidence against her to gain custody of him just before she left Georgia. She rarely calls, mostly because of me and work, and hasn't seen her son since June. And that's all because she doesn't have a job and her mom wont take the time off to bring her half way between Georgia and Arkansas for her to see him.

Family issues are pretty much resolved. Only issues I have with family at the moment are the unspoken issues with my in-laws. I did, however, have a chance to give my sister-in-law and brother-in-law a peice of my mind back in April. I know there are still many more issues that need to be resolved, but we'll cross that bridge when we get there. My grandmother's estate is finally settled. My dad got screwed with the final accounting, but the money that he did get will help not only him but all of us due to certain expenses that have come up at the last minute. They still wont let me speak my mind to John, but in time I will. I will get the chance to say what I have to say and I will feel so much better.

Ya know, how in earlier posts, I stated that I wasn't sleeping well...Yeah well, it's happening again. I've woken up in the middle of the night due to dreams and nightmares...starting talking in my sleep again...I even woke up and started playing with the damn surge protecter, trying to turn off the little light on it. I've been stressing because of money and my job. And of course I'm stressing about Becca and Davian, praying that everything goes smoothly with the birth. I'm always stressin about Jacob because he likes to be a little dare devil. Mom had a heart attack a few weeks ago and that has me all worried. I'm still loosing my hair and it's because of all of this stress and worry that it's unreal....

Well, I need to wake up the ferret and get him going for the day....

Until next time...

Ok so it's been a while since I've blogged here.

Not much really has happened. Becca moved in last month. Her family wasn't too thrilled about it, but the fighting has stopped a little.

My cousin Chris moved in with us. He's somewhat annoying, but he's family.

Something good happen a few days ago. I proposed to Becca during dinner. Her ring cost more than $500. Working on the friends property. Money was great, but after I had enough I finished the payments.

She told her parents lastnight, and I knew they were too happy about it. I know that Becca would love her family to be there for her wedding. I would love for them to be there too. Even though we don't get along, it would pain me to see the disappoined look she would get if they didn't show. That's why the wedding will be held in Mountainburg. That way, her whole family can be there. I know that it's important to her that her grandfather be there. But if they don't want to come then that's fine. The wedding will then be held in Dallas, Texas where my great-grandmother went to church.
 
I also know how important it is to her that her family and I get along, which is why I'll be going out there more and more with her. Hopefully, I'll be able to show off that I'm not as bad as they think I am. I just hope everything goes well between now and the wedding